Why do I feel so unhappy?
haven't i stuck with my principles all through this time of trials and tribulations? i should be proud of myself. i live by my morals. i try not to be opportunistic, or take things for granted. I can do things on my own. obviously that'll be the harder, more difficult way, life will be tougher, i will be less happy. hopefully it'll be worth it when i look back.

i met eliza for a very very brief time. i should learn to speak more like her... haha. clearer diction and slower. also met her cell group leader. forgot her name. nice girl.

i met up with joann and kenneth... it was good seeing them again after so long... well kenneth for longer. i know i was quite quiet during dinner today. somehow i didn't have much to share about. Jo-ann was excellent at telling us her stories at terang. poor girl got majorly cut up when a pony reared up on her. not doing any mixed practice electives will probably come back and bite me in the ass during exam oral exams.

dentistry seems quite fun. lots of modelling and crafting and making dentures and retainers and moulds that cost $700 or more if you buy them from the dentist.

i mnust try to be happy.